So we were going great, perfect accually. Been together for three months and you’re the only thing that makes my day even a little bit better. I love you so god damn much. But now something has happened and we might not be able to talk for a while.. and i know it’s stupid but i’m scared i’m going to lose you to another girl. i know you say you love me and how you’re so happy to have me, and that it’s different around me, but still. I mean we still arn’t officially together.. so you could find somebody else. God i miss you just thinking about it. Your goodmorning texts and sweet sayings. I’m soo scared that you won’t want me… that i didn’t take the chance when i had it for sooo long. I don’t know what i’ll do without you, everything else in my life isn’t going so well.. i need you to keep me stable. But now every hour i drift away and think about the “what ifs” and i’m so scared. so pleasee, i’m begging you, don’t let go. i need you, forever & always.

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